A good friend once told me that we are all hypocrites for a while when we are trying to change. As soon as we get our new attitude down then we are officially new creations. I am somewhere in the middle of that change.
So today I am trying to add as much fun I can into a work day. I have a USB powered disco ball spinning at my desk and I listen to "Beauty and the Beat" and other 80's classic albums on my PC.
Then later tonight my sister is hosting a poker party at her house.
Earlier this week I lost it during a racquetball game. As soon as the adrenaline started pumping my mind started to race and think about the house and all that stuff. I got so angry that I kept hitting the ball as hard as I could.
In fact, I have to replace the one I broke. Sorry Sean. :)
Oh well, today I am going to try once again to keep this smile on and make it look real.