Monday, September 15, 2008

A Case of the Mondays

I have a terrible case of the Mondays today. I am tired, grumpy, sad, and just in a bad mood.

This weekend has been a blur. We are constantly going and running around and my head hurts from it all. I spent all weekend trying to get to places on time, figure out meals, and remember what needs to be done for tomorrow. I am here, there, and still back there all at the same time.

I am sitting here at work thinking about all the stuff that I have to do tonight and each night this week and I have no clue how my brain is going to make it that is if my body can make it.

My blood sugars have been running high probably thanks to the stress. And I see no end in sight. That is where this awful fatigue sets in. When you think you are getting over the last hill into the final stretch and you see that there is another hill coming up and that may not be the last one? So you feel defeated and tired since the rest you were hoping for is further away then you were anticipating? Yeah, that is me right now.

This post was not meant to be a downer but it’s hard to hide how I am feeling. The other day I vlogged about my faith and I really should call on it now. I need to pray that I will find the strength to focus on only what needs to get done right now instead of focusing on all that has to be done over time.

One thing at a time. That should be the way I handle stuff. That way I could probably manage it better.

One. Thing. At. A. Time. (I am repeating it to myself slowly)

Wish me luck!


k2 said...

G-Ninja -
Hang in there, Mondays SUCK!
Pray for focus, pray for guidance, pray for good bloodsugars....pray for BACON!

Colleen said...

Your vlog on you and your faith was great.
You can get over the hills.

Scott K. Johnson said...

I so hear you on this man. It's like it is tough to just put one foot in front of the other sometimes.

But we always seem to find a way to get through it. I know you will too.